Blinded by the Light

 It was the craziest thing today. Those of you in the northeast know what I am talking about.

The smoke from the Canadian wildfires has drifted downward and now we’re covered and in a heatwave.

Early this afternoon it wasn’t bad.

But hours later, my daughter needed a ride to work and I was like, ‘Sure, I feel good.’ And I stepped outside, you can smell the plastic and burning smell; it was beyond hazy and hot. 99 to be exact.

I drove over to get her and I was fine. However, after we got to the main road I thought something was wrong with my brain.

Suddenly I was thrust into a wasteland, a post apocalypse wasteland. It was surreal.

The sky was white, not blue, white. The sun was shining oddly like a winter sun in the snow and reflecting off the smoke. The roads looked white.

Hazy, white.

I was in an overexposed world. Had I had time to stop I would have gotten sunglasses.

It played eye tricks on me to the point I worried that something was wrong with my brain.

I was like, “Roni, is this me or it is like an optical illusion out here.”

“It’s not you.”

“Whew.”

However, when I took the side streets, the ones treelined with black top things got better. They keep going on about air quality but no one tells you how this is like post nuclear war and plays havoc on your retina.

I’ll not be repeating the driving tomorrow. Not without really good sunglasses.

So why did I leave the house in a heatwave with poor air quality? I felt good, really good today. I wanted a sub. I just wished I would have thought about the hot ham on there. Like bourbon, it burned my throat. I did manage to eat half of a half. Hey, it’s eating.

My grandson wanted homemade spaghetti and meatballs and I managed to dip bread in the sauce and nibble all day.

One day at a time for me.

Here’s hoping tomorrow is like today.

I still have church work to do. I should do it tonight because I feel ‘up’, but I am going to think positive that tomorrow I can get it done.

One thing I do need to do is adjust my own schedule to match up with my new biological schedule.

I’m a night owl, but the last couple months have slowly taken that away and have me up super early and tired early as well. I am not used to writing in the morning, but I have to start. And I have to listen to my body.

Tired?

Go to bed, if it is a reasonable bed time.